Tuesday, August 23, 2011

In2 Obscurity

In2 Obscurity

I heard one of my tracks on Pandora internet radio today and it left me feeling empty and a bit depressed. "I have heard my music on Pandora in the past and never had such feelings?"
My mortality hangs heavy like a pendulum swinging over my head.
For the past few years I have been trying to pull myself out of retirement for one last hoo-rah! New equipment, new ideas, and yet the motivation escapes me? Is today the day?... The day that I connect up all my electronic apparatuses and start creating again? Well maybe after the dishes, vacuuming the floors, etc?
I feel that I have slipped into obscurity like so many others before me. It really makes one reflect on their lives. "were do I go from here?"